STUCK

You feel you wanna run, you feel you want to get away
so far away no one else but you can comunicate with you
so peacefully wake in the morning with any sound perturbing the moment
dont feel any pain, any worry, any remorse, just breath and take every second as the last for the rest of your life to do only, but just only one thing: what you want to do.

Ashamed cause i have her now, and shes all mine to care, and I am all she has, and her eyes are so deep and pretty you think you can see her soul. She's the reason why I give up to that dream, is it good to give it up? its better to leave alone the only soul in the world that will love you no matter what forever.

So shes why I'll fight, so I'll turn the whole world upside down so I can become a better person for her and at the end for me.

...but it takes time, it takes the hell a lot of time and patience
and I have never got one tiny little bit of that in me